The Beginning & What You Are
Belonging - Cosmic Conversations With The Divine
Bea is the spiritual being that accosted me in the bath, and had me take down five days worth of immense and sacred wisdom. This happened eight years ago, and I am only now sharing these writings exclusively here on Substack. All writing in italic, is raw, unfiltered message from Bea. When Bea refers to ‘Belonging’ she is referencing the space we return to after death.
Bea’s First Message: What You Are.
When this book came to me, in the bath, minding my own business, daring me to write them down, whilst boldly claiming our divinity and purpose, they were no big surprise. What surprised me most was the frankness with which this information came back to me. Hence why the book was for some time called ‘droppings from that’. Because it fell into my head like thunder, demanding to be heard and dealt with. So here we are, our first dropping…
Bea’s Message on What you are…
You are astronaut fragments of consciousness. You come into your body with a mission, as you have done many, many times before. That mission is personal and yet it has ramifications for the whole. That is why it feels so urgent, to uncover your individual ‘ purposes’ as if they are just one thing, when perhaps purpose is all things…
More on purpose later…
You evoke change through your uniqueness on a personal and societal level. You come here to learn about what it is to be human on a physical planet and to engage with the many depths of that. Upon finality and death you return home to the Belonging. In this place you recuperate, connect, share your experiences and gently study what you learned.
In the Belonging you laugh with your whole being, you exist on a current and vibration of the happiness that you find so elusive in your human skins.
Whilst in your current body, you are part of a massive exploratory group of souls who are collecting and indulging the experience of life. We all know each other and like actors on a stage, we pose, posture and play. Whilst you are here, you are one of the bold and brave, for this life was not an easy choice. Alongside the posturing and the playing, there are great drowning doses of pain.
Being here in this life, at this time in history, is a choice made in the Belonging. You are choosing to intervene, to be in this world to align this planet, and your souls, with what is necessary for earth bound life to become more fundamentally infinite, to reach it’s highest heights. You are collecting information on all the weird and wonderful things that make up being human. So that over time, the blessings may be gathered and the curses set aside. No wonder this current period is so very fraught as you tumble up against yourselves, fighting for some kind of way forward…
None of this is a secret, it never was.
You are just better formed to understand it now without wishing or needing to return home to the Belonging. This information, whilst mind-blowing to some, is not so unknown by your heart. The mystery only ever came from your refusal to see beyond flesh. The ‘facts’ of which you were taught from a young age. You are all conditioned to see only life and death, wrong and right, heaven and hell. Spirit was set up by the history of religion to be distinct and separate from you. So you were never good enough, or spirited enough, unless you obeyed.
And of course, within this, there are the necessary temptations that make you human. Your lusts and desires and passions. Your greed and purportedly sinful tendencies. Your blood, bones, spit and semen. These have been set up by your culture to have you fail, fail via religion, fail via relationships, fail in adhering to expectation, fail in not rebelling enough, and fail when trying to uncover your own spirit. Fail by the very fact that you are dirt, that you exude byproducts of flesh that you stink and sweat and cry. Consumerism has you fighting this fight with a thousand products and it’s still never a done job. It can be forever, this being wrapped up in the inevitability of flesh. Or you can side step, and observe, and see that there is more…
Many traditional understandings of spirit disallowed physical, carnal, bodily knowing. Flesh has been controlled in secretive ways that lead to the horrors of guilt and repression for all genders. This created a self-loathing across lands, and a frustration that was a wickedly good distraction from matters more ethereal. Humans spent all your time trying not to be what you are. Hiding your blood, despising your desires and dampness, being horrified when you spit as you speak, resenting your leaking, flailing, terrifying bodily functions. Things are changing. This cruel and unreasonable dichotomy need not stand any longer. The flesh, and all it offers, is precisely part and parcel of your spiritual trip.
Human society always has been deeply guided, not from forces separate from you, but from forces that are you. Your own people have blindfolded you to that. Perhaps that is one of the most interesting things about humans, that whilst you are deeply compassionate and caring, you can be feudal, separatist and horrendously harmful to one another.
Inspite of very real flaws, your swift evolution as a species has prospered as a result of spirited co-existence and co-creation with spirit. You have been guided, not from above, but from within. The place you find yourselves in now, is the result of this. These messages are an example of this. Spirit tag teaming with human to bring information in a new way. Seeding a way forward all the time, with every thought and breath. Same message, different carrier, new ways of saying it. Reaching the billions one small seed at a time.
I could have ignored the seed thrown my way in the form of these messages from Bea, let it drop to the bath water and watched it swirl down the plug hole, resolutely carried on reading my book. I think eventually it would have gone to a more open and willing receptacle. But as it happens I’m an easy touch. I heard the words, and reluctantly, I shifted my ass out of the bath and took them down. It was a more physical process than a magical or mystical one. This intervention of spirit, however it comes, is usually not aliens landing in the back yard or angels trumpeting our success. It is what we do with what is in our heads, hands and hearts, is it not?
Let’s simplify… Belonging, for the purposes of this book is what inhabits you, the spirit and the consciousness. It is the part that scientists can’t quite put their fingers on. The aspect of you that knows stuff that it was never taught. The psychic moments and the understandings that come from nowhere. It is the heart of you. The soul within, the wisdom, the love, the horrors, and all the rest too. It is all you have learned, the quirks of your character, the comedy and the fear. It is hot and cold, good and bad, positive and negative. It is polarity, duality and determined single-mindedness. Your Belonging, your spirit, your consciousness is inseparable from the good and the bad. Those two options you were given in childhood, or in adulthood by well meaning advisors, good and bad, are not a reality. You are all good and bad and a rainbow between, and I believe, fiercely, that it all matters and is loved.
All you do is pure, it is all a game, a charge of playing, a fight of provocation, a quest of your hopes and a crawl through chaos. It is all pure. Impurity, being a human concept that schedules and categorizes worth, and so frankly, fuck that. Too many religions have us reaching for stars and not appreciating the value of the earth below us, or our filthy feet upon it. You don’t need to be better; you don’t need to follow a set of stringent demands.
You just need to be here.
For your life has all that is necessary for whatever comes next for you. You Belong, you are worthy, this life is just a weird ass experiment of the energy that is life, playing at being, you can get closer to your bones and your spirit all at the same time if you so choose. There is not a choice between the two, they are the same thing. That is the point, to be both, and when you combine the two, and get over yourself, forgive what you were told was wrong, and believe in your incarnate wonder, things might get a bit easier.
What do you think about this channelling from Bea, does it strike a chord? Do you feel like you Belong to something bigger than your current life?
